I ever so foolishly gave up sleeping pills for 5 days...and now haven't slept in 4 days. I'm in knots in the middle and cloudy ribbons in my head. So, tonight I give in.....sweet Doxylamine!
I've been listening to a lot of old Cure songs lately and these lyrics from Closedown just seemed stunningly apt to my life right now -
I'm running out of time
I'm out of step and
closing down and
never sleep for wanting hours....
the empty hours of greed
and uselessly
always the need
to feel again the real belief
of something more than mockery
if only I could
fill my heart with love.
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