hello sweet september....

This endless summer is finally, brilliantly over! This summer = the hardest course load ever, insomnia and fresh angst. But, I'm starting a lovely new internship and a new quarter next month and am absolutely ready to plan for future, ie. London.

yes-yes-yes-yes!!!!!

However, there were some lovely moments - meeting Ms. Piper Laurie of course. Her voice was like heavy velvet - and she had a totally blue sense of humor. Ace!



(omg - The Hustler, Carrie, Twin Peaks!)

commute

An especially rundown, vintage ice blue VW Bug followed my train all the way in to work this morning. It was so sweet and Godard-esque. I felt like I was going to cry - witnessed by everyone on the BART train - by the time we finally went into the tunnel.

*in defense I was listening to the Two Gallants on my earphones

the archaic is pretty

today I saw a wondrous mannequin.....head.

totally...cassie

I can't decide if Hannah Murray is brilliant or annoying on Skins

either way "Cassie" breaks my heart...

Seattle is my new cuddle!

I've been there a couple times but I adored it this summer more than ever. Scary beautiful & so full of creative crannies & nooks.

King Street Station

insomnia day 14

I haven't slept for 39 hours.



I choose to make cupcakes

defective

omg - i am the most ridiculously spacey, cracked, absurd, faulty creature.

my daydreaming has made me useless! 2 weeks of summer school left and i can't hold a thought in my head for more than a flash.

sometimes I think its harder to be an enthusiast than an artist.



me = daydreamer


I thank God for my handicaps, for, through them, I have found myself.....
- Helen Keller

starry starry night

I finally slept - though induced to do so by lovely alcohol consumption was hardly the recuperative experience desired.

Conclusion: not ready to sleep yet. There is too much in the world to look at from behind closed eyes.

Insomniac - Day 9

This sleeplessness is driving me toward a place of wild imagination.

Is my subconscious punishing me for unfulfilled dreams in my waking life?
Is it demanding that I realize a life dream before I can rest again?
Alhough I've enjoyed lots of late night b-movies and endless cups of tea, I do have 2 1/2 weeks of summer school o finish!

The safety and comfort of peace allude me. It also kind of inspires me...
to do...something.

I think my sleeplessness is some sort of vigil.